Monday, February 01, 2010

Heartsick~

This is the only way I can explain the way I feel today. Someone came into our life today and blew it apart. I cannot talk about the specifics of this happening.. but I can tell you that it is serious and that it has left me and my husband heartsick and in shock.

We are all healthy thank the Lord..!!!

We will make it through this... but Im struggling. I may be for a while.
Im at a loss... I just dont know what to do, say or address this problem anymore than I have already.

I cannot understand how someone who is a total stranger can come and mess up your life without giving it a thought, without asking before accusing.. someone that can stir up drama but not examine their own lives before spreading infectious lies to others. Someone that cannot gather facts nor communicate their feelings or actions on an adult level. Completely just shut down a very happy family in a matter of moments with sheer words.

Im strong and I can recover from this, our family is strong and can recover from this.. God will never give me more than I can handle. We will keep praying!

In the meantime... I hope to wake up tomorrow and this all will have been a bad dream.

6 comments:

Amie said...

Oh my gosh, sounds so horrible!! I'm so sorry!!

Angie said...

Hang in there sweetie. Sending love and hugs.

Jenn K said...

Oh hun, I totally understand the spam stuff! I commented that I totally get how you feel. I have had some very rough patches that completely sent my world in a tailspin but, my drama came from a family member. It is never easy no matter how or what causes our worlds to be upset, but you are a strong woman with a strong family unit. You will come through this! Better and stronger than before. I just know it.

P.S. Yes, Jillian kicks butt, and yes people love to hate her, but she motivates the heck out of me. I love her video..yes some days I cannot walk for a week afterwards but I know it must be doing something. I have not tried her cleanse though...wonder if that would really kick start my body to LOOSE...LOL! Sometimes I feel like it will never come off..GRRR.

Gina said...

Sending positive thoughts your way Angi . . . hang in there! HUGS!!!

Cat said...

BIG HUGE HUGS!

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