Saturday, March 01, 2008

*The Change* ~ {possibly TMI}

Whats the deal??? Why is it that Im 40 but feel...oh say...90?? I could list a list of ailments that have struck this week and this isnt even hitting on what is REALLY going on. Im in so much pain all over my body I just dont know what to do. From my ear to my thighs..oh wait yeah my calves hurt too... Lucky for me the feet and toes are still going strong. I wish I knew what the underlying problem was... is it the weight??? and why now??? Ive been heavy all my adult life.. is it just now catching up? And what about mentally?.. I thought I was doing good....now I find that Im moody and depressed, yet at the turn of a dime.. Im feeling giddy and happy and optimistic. Is this the change??? Is this what its like? I dont know, but if you would... say a prayer for me, I know its selfish of me to ask... but seriously.. Im TOO young to feel this damn old!!! Thank you!

Good thing Spring is on the way... I think of and look forward to many of the wonderful pleasures it brings. :)

4 comments:

Cat said...

Angi! I'm feeling for ya girl! I sure hope your doc visit gives you a LOT of answers and hopefully some ChANGES! Big hugs!

Amie said...

Thanks for your nice comments, Jinxi! Good luck waiting for spring!

beckster said...

the think the moodiness may possibly be just the end of winter blues??? i think once the sun is out more and the grass starts growing, we will all brighten up a bit!!!

jinxi said...

Amen sistah~!